I wish...

But this ain't my game, and it ain't my story.
I don't matter

WHY whenever I pick myself up,I drop back down again?

I am a joke that made the whole world laughing

 CONGRATS TO ME!!....:/


Happiness is a choice,
but I don't even think I have the ability to make that decision,
its all up to the higher power


it feels like Im here,
to be the joke,
for the whole world to laugh at...
I mean I don't mind,
but why,
why is it me who always ends up doing everything,
from start to finish,
initiating all the way to the finito,
when will it be the time,
where this responsibility
is placed on someone more capable,
because I dont think i can take it much longer....