22.11.18

tryingtobejoonie

There is no situation in the world where what we mean to do is more important than what we did.

You deserve the love you keep trying to give to everyone else. No matter how stupid it is. It is entirely okay to care about people who do not feel the same way about you. If and only if, you stop expecting anything back, well except for improving yourself and learning how to love genuinely.

23.10.18

thank you

Je t'aime plus qu'hier moins que demain




let's hold on to this temporary happiness. because even if it is temporary it is in essence still happiness.

6.8.18

rock bottom

I'd like to start by first saying hello past kerry
This is future Kerry
Remember that time you talked about rock bottom
well that was not rock bottom







this is...
toughluck

honestly I really don't know. let's all hope this is not the bottom of the bottom. I hope there is worse to come....
#plshalp
#dammit
#whatislife wtf

5.7.18

Everyone is unhappy to a certain extent.
How much unhappiness must one feel in order for it to be unreasonable?
Is there ever such a thing as reasonable unhappiness?
When does it become unreasonable?








9.6.18

ferris wheel

how much weight do words even carry?
does it even matter if i talked about it?
no matter how many times i say it it still does not make sense
i think and think and think and i am still lost
i cant shake this feeling that this is not mine
it should have been given to someone else
anyone else can do so much more than i have ever did
don't think im not aware of it
when can i wake from this nightmare

what does this even mean
why am i like this
am i just procrastinating?
who knows
do you?







23.1.18

start the new year right

I have learnt time and time again; every man is a man for himself and yet I forgot that I could speak till I lost my voice. 

What if the light at the end of the tunnel burns me?