2.11.14

no just harry, urrrawizuuurrdd...

Guys its that time of the year again
daz raiteeee boiz n galz....
HALLOWEEN
lolwtf

Anyway this year instead of a lazy cat costume I decided to dress up as.....

badummmmmmmtszzttt

Hermione! ahaha
(its like a joke T_T i know i know)


Just because I cant be chochang becoz I have a Gryffindor scarf
and because i have no glasses so not Harry either.

But but but I know im totally so far off from Emma Watson(woops ahah)
sorry la!T_T
anyway I had more than enough people telling me Im not hot enough to pull it off T_T
haaha owellz at least i treid AHHAH..T_T

but this year I put so much effort lo
but yeah I know I just curled meee hair and the curls were practically gone by the time I got to the party T_T
thats what u get from trying to be cheap Kerry...hahha 99p hairspray aahahha

But anyway heres the outfit ahhahah
 Hermione?yes or no?
 hahahha somehow I look damn happy here lol.
 ahahaha stupid leg pose XD
andd.... Happy Birthday Darrion LOL...look i curled my hair! ahhaha

This is future Kerry. 
Im sorry future Kerry.
Yes I have loads to do ahhah till next time..so much to say though but I have to do my work first! 
kthnxbai!




23.8.14

#no filter 2

I have finally gotten the photos!!!
YAY
though alot of the photos didnt come out well :/
Here are the good ones!
 This is Kinarut.Where I did river rafting for the first time O_O.It was a great experience and I finally understood how people drown in shallow but rapid rivers..O_O
Look at the trees... red eyes O_O
ohgawdy 
~^_^~
 This is also in Kinarut ahhaha but this is where they have the camping grounds and flying fox.I came here for lunch. I took more photos but it did not make it :(.
 This is Kudat! haahha The northern most part of Sabah. Although I look weird this photo is by far the dreamiest photo I have ever had from my lomo.
 These are the two greatest photos I have ever taken with the lomo. The owner of the dog actually saw me taking a photo and he made his dog look at the camera and I was so glad that I manage to get this photo as the dog was moving whilst I was opening the shutterhaahha.... This is a good shot I must admit ahahah
and the dog is not blur! YAY ahhaha
 This is a really good shot of a bridge on the way to the Mount Donna Buang in Warburton. The flowers almost look 3D.O_O AHHHH I love this shot ahaha my favourite shot of this second try of using the lomo.
BONUS: a really really badly taken photo of the artist house in Warburton ahahha. If u see closely u might see me (well I think so) ahahah this photo looks like something from a horror film ahahaha ooopsss.

There was another picture that the lady in the photo shop didn't transfer successfully to me. It was a shot I took on top of a tower on Mount Donna Buang. Though it was not a good shot ( my hair was in the way  some more -_-"). It also looks like something from a scary movie. I had to print out ten photos to make it cheaper and it was one of the photos I had to print out.
Its sad that I dont have a soft copy of it though. But yeahhh...

so what do u guys think?
any improvements?
hahaha
or did it get worse T_T


Sorry I am just so bored ahahah...
Till next time :D

7.8.14

#nofilter

well before I begin to explain what the title of this blog entry is about
I would like to say OOooOOOops...
I havent written here in a loooooooOOoooOong time hahaah....
Im currently on my summer break from Uni(gawsh im in uni -_- , i dont know why this still surprises me)
I have been doing a lot lately, alot of photoshop, alot of aftereffects (crap :O) but im glad im spending my summer gaining experience from all this ahhahaah(rather than getting an internship-awww yeah ....because i like living in a bubble- as far away and isolated as possible from reality...-_-)
buuu....... -_-
but anyway i recently came back from  Melbourne and had my lovely crepe again muahahah
ive realized my photos cant be viewed on certain browsers so i was thinking why not post it again!!
this crepe is the most amazing thing ever!!!

I did much more travelling and sight seeing as compared to the past trips where i spend my whole day wasted in front of the computer (by tv shows, movies, shapes, crisps,chocolates, dried fruit T_T)
But sticking to tradition, I did finish breaking bad...
it was a really good ending in my opinion hahahahah
This was taken in Waburton which was my third roadtrip whilst in Melbourne.
This photo is of an artist's house which was like a giant adult-sized tree house! pretty cool,he painted and carved everything and it was huge O_O hence 'adult-size' T_T
yeah and that is a broom.
I dont know whether the artist had an eye for detail or was just being plain lazy, he would leave little?? items around his 'house' ahahah
like a teddy bear on the steps, or jacuzzi right outside, a chalk painted mat randomly on the leaf-covered ground, so i didnt dare to move the broom it probably had a purpose standing in front of the mirror haahahah...

This is the photo of Daylesford.
The Bath of Melbourne..or so I'd like to believe ahahahh
It was where the hot springs are.
This is Lake Daylesford on a miserable winter afternoon.ahahhaha
There were mansions located at the end of the road.
It was huge and the inhabitants of it must be lucky they get to see such a beautiful view everyday.
Plus, they would have like so many trails to take their morning walks on or walk their dogs.
soo many dogs soo little time O_O ahahhhahah

This is the Convent Gallery which (yes! if it isnt obvious already) used to be a Convent for Sisters.
Now its a famous wedding reception spot...
so famous..U can almost imagine the bride and groom taking their first dance in this very spot on the picture.ahhahaha...
The gardens are beautiful if only the weather wasnt that gloomy we couldve had the motivation to step out and take some pictures ahahhaaah



This is an art piece in the Convent Gallery.
This art piece is expensive.
I dont understand art.

I went to visit the Dreamworks exhibition it was amazing O_O especially the video demonstrating the flying animation of toothless the dragon O_O like add some wind and splashes of water u get a 4D disneyland ride!!!
It's great to be able to see these exhibitions its so inspiring and interesting.
u get to really see the hardwork behind animated movie making.
They even showed an example of the workspace of the animators, with spilt coffee, snacks and rough drawing on papers! it was so cool hahhaa
though it was playing a really annoying looped track @_@
Oh this is a photo of me... if I was a dragon.
This is supposedly Toothless' tail but yeah I know its blue.
OOO I made an animation with my cousin in five minutes ahahahha i'd show u when the time is right LOL. ahhahh its an animation of a girl opening an umbrella on a rainy day.
It wasnt a busy day so we got two tries ahahaha
our first one was supposed to be an animation of a flower growing but yeah too ambitious there hahahah
This is Harbourtown and that is what my dad calls the 'Melbourne Eye' ahahahha
AND Yes I have a strange affinity towards ferris wheels @_@
never been on one must be the Honey and Clover.
Which reminds me I totally forgotten Takemoto's name the other day :O what happeennnnnbuuu memoryyybuuu
This is Geelong.
Which according to my friend is the second busiest city in Melbourne.yes?no?I dont know.ahahah
This is the scariest photo ive taken because it was soooo windy to the point i felt like i was falling off @_@.(and it was freezing so it might not have been a good idea to take an accidental swim into the sea although the sun was out-but it was not sunnyT_T)
But somehow the fear of dropping my phone into the water exceeded the fear of me actually falling into the water T_T
I have taken a photo outside this restaurant before.
It was maybe three or four years ago?? not sure....
The only difference probably would be the clothes. T_T
#sadlife #whenwillievergothroughpuberty
At the end was where i stood in the photo of my red sneakers.
I went to watched wicked
it was amazingggggg
maybe it was because it was my first musical
but it was really :O
when they sang i got goosebumpssssssssss:O:OO_OO_O
and honestly the australian cast did a reallly gooood job.
I prefer Lucy over Kristin anyday!
the wickedly talented the one and only.............
adele dazeem
HAHAHHAHA
This is one of the bridge that gets us to South bank or South Melbourne? hahahah I dont know but look at the pretty picture :3 AHAHHAA
 I love Melbournes weird artsy fartsy culture ahhahahah
This is
'Kau Ôn trèè'.
Few photos of Melbourne City....
OK i have sidetracked long enough ahahh... the reason for the title is that I have been using the lomo camera my friends got me for my birthday.
Well its not like I just started but ive recently washed my second film roll and lo and behold, i see improvements!!! YAYYY ahahahah...
Though I forgotten my pendrive I'll show u the first batch of photos(from the first film roll) taken around Sabah.

 
This is the train in the museum.
I like going to the museum somehow aahahha...
This is an old vintage car.
If im not mistaken i remember seeing and old wooden ford.:O woodden ~~(O_O)~~
My favourite part of the museum was the taxidermy part but unfortunately taking photos in there is really bad because of the low light and also becoz its illegal T_T.
I think I took a photo of the China porcelain plates and utensils.
Unfortunately it didnt develop properly either being overexposed or underexposed,
The camera can be really tricky.
This is one of my favourite shots.
It simply screamss...I love roadtrips and car rides.HAHAHHAHA

This is where Sabah's only living sheep resides.
I took a picture of the sheep but it didnt make it :/.
Sorry sheep.


Look at them kaki lobaks ahaaahaa
Credits to my friend thank you!



This photo is so breaking bad.hahahahaha
I like it though it doesnt really mean anything but somehow to me it looks nice.
This was probably taken in 2012? 2013?
The foretelling of breaking bad....HAHAHA

Yeah that was long ahhaha...
anyway when I get the second batch (I unfortunately forgotten my pendrive :/) I will post it up :)
Though I have the hard copies with me, the printed out version seems a little pixelated and grainy as compared to the soft copy ones(well I hope sooo)
Heres to lomography!!
Its really exciting and really fun to play with.
Though it comes with a price :/ 
and theres also the fear of your photo not making it :O....
but the end product is really pretty.
I did some research and realized that the Diana F+  produces dreamy photos and my film was for sunny days due to the (low?) ISO number.
nowonder it looks a little blurry and well dreamy and alot of my photos that made it were in sunny conditions.
I only realized after ive gone through two film rolls -_- nicee T_T
Till next time
:D

17.6.14

nothing much


hey guys its been a really long time....

well im done with my first year of university,
oh gawsh im 20 :O,
finished exams like last month,
its so surreal nooo i dont want to grow up noooooooo....
I survived the journey back home,
gawsh u didnt know how much bad luck I had,
its to the point that its just just....
unreal T_T
i missed my coach,
my train got delayed,
my flight got delayed,
the bus that was supposed to bring me to the last flight broke down...wow...simply wow..
at one point i was thinking will i ever get back home ~~~~~~~ :/
i had to take three flights just to get back home,
and by the time i reached the third flight i was like O_O
i actually crossed the metal detector thingy still carrying my handbag and only realize that i was still holding onto my bag after i went through the metal detector and it *didit* for like the third time T_T 
genius...

nothing much changed back home,
it feels as if i never left....hahahah
though its really really really hot like not kidding really really hot....
and Im pretty bored, theres not much to do T_T 
hmmmmm....
I have alot to talk about but im not sure where to start...
well i have alot of time, so i guess i could go through it like one by one in the next few days...
haahahha till then...baibai

22.4.14

i am lost

I've dug too deep to get out
please help me I am lost
please help me stop 
I am sorry but as of today I have officially given up
I cant do it anymore.
I am sorry.
I am just so lost.


29.3.14

everytime someone says story of my life

1.22

LOL

came across these quotes while stalking random ppl on fb during what is evidently my failed attempt at studying T_T


People always say 'be true to yourself.' But that's misleading, because there are two selves. There's your short term self, and there's your long term self. And if you're only true to your short term self, your long term self slowly decays."

Robert Doisneau - "Le Muguet du Métro" (Marc and Christiane Chevalier in the Paris Metro)"I can only note that the past is beautiful because one never realises an emotion at the time. It expands later, and thus we don’t have complete emotions about the present, only about the past... That is why we dwell on the past, I think" 
Le Muguet du Métro by Robert Doisneau 


13.3.14

i have a cold

shit i have a cold and sleeping late for so many nights does not help at all  T_T haizz starting to become delirious, i need sanity potions, im starting to hallucinate O_O



story of my life

2.2.14

all in vain

그렇게 기다리고 나를 또 죽였다가 살려내네
when things start to get better,
it will always fall apart not long after,
and I will always remember how I was nothing,
and how I tried so hard to not be a nothing,
but ended up being a nothing anyway,
because that is how nothing works,
it is ultimately nothing, no matter how much u want to change it.
what was, what is, and what is going to be is always nothing.

starting to get tired of it.
I tell myself to just give it up,
and yet I foolishly take steps,
not a step,
not two steps,
forward and forward I go to make myself, well not nothing...
even though I realise how much I move forward is actually how much I pull myself back into nothingness.



watched Breakfast at Tiffanys for the second time...LOL finally understood it T_T AHHAHHA

17.1.14

I want to be a princess T_T

......or at least go to Disneyland :/

LOL
due to my incessant procrastination I have came across this video



and I realized how Disney songs are really good and discovered my sudden urge to be a princess...daheck

although I have never watched the Nightmare before christmas nor Dumbo ,
and I only watched bits and pieces of Beauty and the beast and Lady and the tramp,
I still think this person did really well in making the top 60,
though he had forgotten to add songs like a whole new world, true to your heart, on my way, Thomas O mailey cat.....
ahahhahaah that was random
now I have to study !!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T

12.1.14

enchanting...

I remember where you said it
and when you did
and what the sky colour is...
 
ohgawsh i am procrastinating so badly,
i just look for boots,
been on lookbook fantasizing about clothes I'll never ever own or dont even fit me O-o,
washed clothes,
cut nails,
youtubed,
facebooked,
blogged??....oh gawshh kill me now...:/

11.1.14

...


woke up in the morning....





.....depression T_T

i think  I had a bad dream but i dont even know what it was about :S


anyways im preparing for my exams next week...I hope i can do it because so far organic chemistry is really hellish...urghhh,.....and im procrastinating like shit T-T


Btw
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
Heres some Tupac...:)


random but u know ur a student when u wake up at 12 to eat biscuits and candy for breakfast and lunchT_T