does it even matter if i talked about it?
no matter how many times i say it it still does not make sense
i think and think and think and i am still lost
i cant shake this feeling that this is not mine
it should have been given to someone else
anyone else can do so much more than i have ever did
when can i wake from this nightmare
what does this even mean
why am i like this
am i just procrastinating?
who knows
do you?
