After so many years, Actually about 3years
Waiting and waiting and waiting,
I thought I would never ever ever have it,
And finally today...
I finally,
Finally after waiting so patiently for so very long time,
..
...
..
I have a GREEN BEAN PILLOW!!!!!!! THANKSUSOVERYMUCH TO MY SISTER FOR BUYING IT
Anticlimactic u say?...I know I know
On another note,
I realized I never write in paragraphs cozimcoollikethat
My friend got accepted to go to France wth so random
But so proud!!!HAhah
U see I tell u loooo everything happens for a reason baaaaaa
HELLO CLEMENT!!haha I blogged about u muahahaha
Eh u have hot French guy friends,
Please remember meeeeeeeee...
Muahahahah wtfwtf
Then u can eat escargot,
And emo all over the place,
So many place for u to emo there oh Clement!
Le Eiffel tower,
Le French restaurant,
Le Louvre,
U can le sippin the cafe au lait,reading le hemingway and stare at le beautiful city,
I envy u ahahahaa
So today,
the whole day I keep on le sigh le sigh,
and then I realized Im too sad a person and not frenchy enough for le sigh
so I start rawring like the dinasour,
as u can see
I had a very horrible day today,
firstly the weather is as hot as the pits of hell,
then one of my friends keeps calling me effing weird,
I mean true also I do have to admit that I tend to be a little carried away with my eccentricities. but u dont have to curse now doyou??
So after that,
sweating like a total mofo,
I had to run up and down like the freaking stairway to heaven,
seriously it goes on and on and onnnnn,
coz I left my pencil case in the SC room which is at the lobby level la,
then I went back upstairs all ready to learn,
then realized wheres the green colour in my pencil box?AHHHHH
damn it I think I left my shaker in SC room T_T,
so then I thought go down after lab la,
Practical was equally as bad,
I was heating up this very puke looking concoction
then as a warning my friends one exploded,
and Charlene who sat next to me was like #STOP BOILING KERRY STOP!!!
but then coz my brain works in mysterious ways which is beyond all human transcended comprehension,
boil another moreee minutezzz my mind said,so I followed,
and
KABOOOOMMMMM,puke everywhere,
on my pencil box,
on my lab coat,(Now look like got doodoo stains :/ ewwww)
on my practical book,
all over my table,
on my hand,
the smell :/
So then that caused me to be so totally out of my game,
then I was lagging,and after I managed to get my results although can say I kinda messed up and screwed up all over the place :/so noob oh me today arghhh
SOOOO...back to the pencil story
I went back to SC room,
look whos there,
everything except the green shaker.
Ya happy la,
so many years of having that pencil all the memories,
gone foreber....T_T contemplating whether or not to blame others or myself ahahahah
OK done with my crappy day
Hows yours??
This song haunted me and it shall haunt u now..ok ahahahah
If u ask me what duh do u is the feeling today...
I shall say I feel bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
dont have the energy or the will to put into words.
Honestly la,
being the A&P needs alot of creativity
and that does not magically come out all the time,
its very tiring actually,
and now that everythings piling up.
Then everyone even myself tells me aiya simply do only la
but somehow even to make something in the style of the 'anyhow style'
still need lotsa time
no idea why....
On another note,
I SENT SOMETHING TO BRIGHTON!!!
HAPPY LEH MISSKIANDEE
my timing so on time lehhhhh....
because i dont know what to say...This is a family portrait of me and my husband and all the socially awkward children we will have....dafuq muahahaah XD
Tell u lo me no kid. ;') My hair was like bleh considering the hell hole I just came from but oh well ahahahah
Thank u to my friend for showing to me muahahahah and listening to me scream on the phone!!!!hahahahahah XD
“When I stop at a sign, I don’t think about the distance I’ve crossed,” he says. “I just wish i never had to stop."
~ blobyblo- Pieces of You
...recalling of the while we used to drive and drive here and there
going nowhere.
~ Jason mraz- sleep all day
You know that feel good feeling u get sometimes?
Ahhahahaah XD
Like maybe it's by listening to a song?
Or by talking to and old friend?
Or by sitting and just looking at the rain XD(berjiwang hahaha)
Or by watching a feel good movie?
I really like that feeling and
Tell u the truth,
I like car rides,
I like how sometimes it gives me that feel good feeling ahahahha
Don't know why,
I just like to keep on going,
Even if there is no destination,
Just keep on going.
This part never failed to make me shed a tear :')
It took a long time for the writers to answer frodo's question about what they were holding on to
Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something. Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
LOTR:The Two Towers
Ninja cutting onions
Makes me feel like I want to go on a quest.... I want to bring the ring to mordor
Daheck
BAI BAI :D
Today I failed to answer this question but many miracles happen
CAN U BELIEVE I WAS LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY
CLOSE TO JAY PARK.?
Like seriously Unfortunately I only realized only after I met him that I didn't even try to smell him .ok this sounds kinda wrong but many ppl ask me how did he smell like and seriously I really cannot remember why oh why :(
Very near him!!!I got to take pic with him
I told viv chin
She said whatever...ahahahahah
Me no kid,the pictures are with the official universal music ppl like wtf man,only use their camera then can take picture,like pls la,if we take picture with our own camera it wont be any different la pls.
Like not all the staff la,but especially the young young girl one,like omg u are so lousy and linci man,I'm sorry la the staff pissed me off.
And the planning of the event wah don't know how so professional ppl can be so shitty.ahhaahah
So many miracles happen but I already repeat the story like 3 times.talk to me la if u really really want to know what happen;)
Photos are with Vivian!!!!!no mood and hand to hold the camera la uncle aunty,wait la
Okay this is for Vivian if u are not her then don't read la ok!but if u read then fine looooo
VIVIAN I cannot believe we just went to see Jay Park,even though u did not get the meet and greet I don't think worth it la,I couldn't even have the courage to say two words to the guy ahahahahah I just said hey ka,like a dream man!!!!
And another thing I'm so glad were still friends really really,I'm so glad that sometimes when I have problems and stuff I can confide in you,I'm so glad that u enjoy having me as a friend,because not many people do huhuhu T-T,I'm so glad that we have so much in common,like ahemjayparklovingahem,I'm so glad that u still care for me enough to write a whole blog post to me ahhahaha :'),and I can't believe u still remember all those times,like some I was like oh yah that happened before Ahahahha and hahahaha iwillnevergiveuponmydreams lololololol....
And one day seriously,JAY PARK VIP Man all the way likeaboss no more ninja pushing man!
Or maybe even one day,we get to touch his abs,go see epik high,be friends with jay park ahahahahah and the others ahemkibumeunhyukyesungand it goes on and on!!because will be effing rich and famous while all the b#tches who scan us up and down suffer and rot in the heat pushing each other to their demise muahahaaha.....ok ignore the last one.
But anyway THANK YOU really from the bottom of my heart!it really means a lot to me to have a friendship as long and as good as this!!!:D
Lastly,I honestly la,honestly honestly la have one deepest darkest request to u this is quite serious la,...
Don't post the unglam photos of me ahahahahahah later ppl die or lose their sight die lo me!!!It is meant to be kept as memories Ahahahha!I wish can bribe u oh but u so photogenic fml look so noob in pictures especially when I was young ahahhaa ah lololololXD
Ok even if we don't use this anymore
Ily Vivian really ily:D
On another note
I'm really really glad my friends said this to me
Kerry don't ever change!
:')
Itmeansalottomethatuthinkthatway
Foshow
Love and respect XD
What should I say?
What should I do?
How long should i hold eye contact with him?
Should I take a SS pic or ask someone to help me take a portrait photo?
Should I ask to touch his abs?
Should I shake his hand?
How long should i hold his hand before it's too weird?
This are just the stuff I'm worried about when I meet Jay tomorrow.
Damn it I'm so weird Ahahahha
I still cannot imagine the guy in my wallet,
In real life with all his six pack goodness...
Ahahahhahahaha
BAi has to sleep now!
PICTURES ;D PART 1
ahahahahhaah
look at all me buddies :D I really miss u guys and really enjoy hanging out withu guys
but seriously la when I say take picture take picture la dont shy shy ba....ahahahah
otherwise no more memories loooooohhh
this are like the few pictures of my birthday where everyone and everything looks decent lol
others like shaking or really bad :(
Carol,Debbie,Villiana and I :D
Ms.Lai and Mr.Wong
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the indian guy and the 1 Malaysia guy at the behind
thanks u so much to everyone who willing to go eventhough it was so last minute and badly plan.sorry lo honestly I realize my birthday was near when I saw on my phone 3rd May T_T
I really didnt know what to do la so...watch movie la the regular
than ate at Little Italy...alalalal I feel like i am retelling the story I told to Miraen ahahahah
ok I will continue when I have time...too lazy la now ahhhhh so lazzzy
kthnxbai
MIRAEN!!!!u wait la an epic pic will soon come out
I dont know why im updating
but i did the most awesome thing after school today
I like became a certified badass mannnnn XD
I....................
naik bus,but did not pay,
the Mr.Tan was in charge of the bus fee collecting,
and my friends were telling me today is collect bus fare day la and like u picked the wrong day to come on the bus la Kerry and stuff like confirm die la u today...shaking head in disappointment of having me as a friend XD
Then he walked up the bus
walking through the aisle
like he analyze everybody,scanning
40% complete
i quickly sat with kim and cinderella heheeheh XD
60%complete
looking down trying to cover my face with my hair
100%scanning looking straight at me
i look straight at him,doing cheesy smile
I really felt at that moment,he will kick me out,and like I have to go through the walk of shame ahahahah
but then my presence in the bus was totally approved!!(no more koyak!!!XD)
Apparently many ppl got caught before,
wah Im SO PROUD hahaahh XD
okla...I havent got a memory card reader :(
many pictures,but they are not on this comp :(
so this like fill up the space la
HELLO FRIENDS!!am I entertaining u??do u find this amusing??ahahaah wtfwtf
Have to sleep first,tomorrow got bazaar that I need to be helping in I will update soon when I want to muahahahah
Btw:I think all pics I post here la,
So ahembernardahem
Get your photo from here and must change your cover photo to your model posing one in fountain!!!!
Ok?hahahaha
