I like cereal: July 2012

27.7.12

Wombats

If I felt like everything was alright then obviously I would not say those things.
I mean,there are some stuff that bothers me,I know the world is much bigger than what u currently think I perceive it to be,
But I was hoping that u would try to help me with the parts where I'm kind off lost in.
Life is good for the most part,
Just that these kinds of things I do keep away and only tell ppl that I trust and know would listen or even try help me.
I know whiny whiny....~~~
But what can I do if it just don't seem to go away.....?
But anyway rest assure I won't bother u anymore,I will deal with it all by myself LIKE A MAN!!!
Wtf T-T ahhaah

Olympics is so close I can even smelllll it!!!!yeahhhh!!!!!!
Wonder what they doing there in London.
I know I'm slow but
Did u see Rupert Grint carrying the torch??ahhhhhhhh so cool oh ahhahahaa
I hope my cousins can come and sleepover tonight coz no one wants to watch the Olympics with me hahahah not even my hardcoreconstantlysleepinglate-dad hahahaha

24.7.12

Omgomgomg

The Olympics???!!!
This Saturday 4am...who want to watch with me :P
Ahhahaa I remember watching the opening in serita's house and closing with kimchi :D
But now can't anymore....
Wah time flies by so fast.....
I wonder how London is going to do.Their promotions have been so bad or is it just me?
Ahhhh can't wait!!!hahahah I hope they put as much effort~~or even more but who am I kidding~~ in the opening,china's one was awesoooomeeeeh...

Today my cat,wait no the cat in my house which my family feeds
passed away,
Apparently it broke it's hips and had pneumonia,
Ahhh because I wasn't exactly emotionally attached to the cat can't say I'm feeling anything, but I thought it was worth mentioning.hmmm...

What else?
I can't bring myself to study even after having countless of breaks long oneS I might add.....should I try group study?hahahaha most of my friends are doing group study with Wong yi Han as the si Fu.hmmm I always studied alone maybe I should give this a try one day?

I have a sandfly bite on my leg so itchyyyy....
Last Sunday was Ariel's birthday party!!!
I gave him cherries hahahaha so significant lehh....
I brought my camera but failed to take pictures,
Urmm...it was fun la,nothing really interesting worth mentioning happen.
Oh suddenly I kena splashed wth not my bday even mann that was uncalled for,
And the chocolate cake was soooo goooood even though I only had a bite from charlene.

Kthnxbai

i know i should be studying but i cant.....noooo....

Holidays~~~the feelings of boredom and nothing to do-ness never felt so good!!!!
sitting doing nothing staring at computer....SO MUCH WIN!!!

I love to sit around and do nothing hahahaah....im so oldd....

just like my friend VIVIAN LIM JIA YHEE!!!!who has turn 18 today!!!

i would like to post an unglam photo but unfortunately for me I have the bad habit of relying on others to take photo,so I dont have any old photos....but now Im bringing my camera EVERYWHEREhhaahahah....

During talentine someones performance was so bad and boring we just had to ss lolwtf ahahahah

Yer....this year cant partayyy together...
hhahahaha I still remember last time I invited u to my birthday party then u wear the mashimaro shirt.
and how we ate only apples hahahahahah diet kunun....
and and and remember the sleepover before we went to Penang for choral speaking I think...hahaahha
oh remember how we won in Lahad Datu??then our face appear in newspaper!!!
then the principal slept in your apartment hahahaaha
Its so weird how we used to recite that script millions of times but now when I look back I cant even remember a line ahhahaah...
remember kimchi mum so scary came to school and coached us??hahahahah
and then the time u all slept above my room and u all kept running and screaming ahhahaha
and and and how we were librarians then we become the worst prefects ever in All Saints hahaha
remember cg Tony tuition?and cg Jeanie tuition?and Jafri aahhahahahah.....
remember the sleepover during my birthday I was like u all better not sleep ah!!!then I fell asleep first ahahahah...
oh oh oh SUJU CONCERT!!!MAXIMUM TIPTOEING MANIA....YESUNGMOREHANDSOMEINREALIFENESS......stupid ninjas in Jay park ahahahah luckily no ninja problem in suju....hahahaahahah
urm....Im so glad to have such a good friend for such a loooooong time.
and through all the dramas and crap Im glad we never drifted apart :')
Its so cool to still be such close friends with your primary school friend for so long....
and one day we both will be 38 aunties together ahahahahah lolol
we talk about government conspiracies and how the supermarket is trying to scam us and the lady who had plastic surgery on her a**.... ahahhaahha
Must still be my friend ah even if im annoying hahahahaah
oh oh oh
lastly May God Bless U!!!
and check ur phone more often baaaaa ahahahahaha
LETS GO HANGKAI one day :D

Almost forgot ILY LOADSSS!!!

19.7.12

Raining

It has been raining alot.
In a way it's good in a way it's bad.
But mostly good I guess.
Nice to sleep ~~~~ feels so good to be able to sleep.
I don't think I have regained all the sleep I lost,
I don't think I ever will haha since spm all the late nights had already accumulated to an infinite sum that is simply too astronomical to be met.daheck...
Hopefully I will get more chances to sleep again
Oh how much I love that sweet sweet slumber....ahhhhhhh and the cold rainy weather totally suits the current state of my lethargic lazy a**

I realized Tablo likes writing quotes involving rain
Like this one

this one

And this one

"For the dreamer, it always rains. Do not let that make you place a roof over your dream." - blonote 20100324

I remember writing this on the wall to motivate myself lol....

Kbai....too tired to upload pictures gahhhh

8.7.12

The amount I need to study makes me want to cry.

I can hear the sounds of the trash collector truck
It has begun

I hate staying up late to study :/
Can't even study properly
Hhhmmmmmmmmmm.
~~Please for all that's holy and good in the world.:(~~

Parts of songs stuck in my head

Cause I'm in too deep and I'm trying to keep up above in my head
Scared of going under

U can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect u to care

And If u leave here,
U leave me broken shattered,I lie

I'm so tired of never fixing the pain

혼자라도 웃으며 말하고 아무도 모르게 오늘도
나 혼자라도 웃으며 말하고 아무도 모르게
This song reminds me of waking up at 6 am going to school
Half dead getting out of bed T-T

3.7.12

its the middle of the year already :(

OMG what have you all been up to???

basically for me i have spent half the year doing lotsa crap for the school,spending and wasting most of my time in school T_T, late nights,eating cup noodles,going out,meeting lotsa new people and at the same time saying bye bye to good friends....
its not even the end of the year yet and I already find myself reminiscing and reflecting lololol.
I have a problem that has been bugging me and seems to me that its not going to be solve soon,well let me break it down to ya'll lol(if u bother la dont read la if u dont want T_T)
:For now the whole point of me continuing on in IS is that i really really dont know what to do.Honestly if I did know I would have gone away already too but problem is I dont and its really very hard to think of what to do especially when Im so busy doing crappy stuff.
My friends all have bright futures,any scholarship u name it they know it,how to get it the pros and cons, they're even preparing themselves to enter into the unis of their choice.
I would too u know if I knew what I wanted and where I wanted to pursue it.
Art or science?
on 9gag u can always see those
:Take an arts major they said,u will have fun they said
and then 'insert picture of trollface wearing mcdonalds uniform'
double degree?sure idea seems legit but the work u have to put into, and at the end of it all it is true what my father says, your going to end up drifting being neither here nor there,whose going to want someone who has basic knowledge on both subjects when they can have an expert on only one??
Law is kind of good suits me in a way somehow lololol,
but law is a looooooong and painful subject,
it takes a prettty daaaaaaaaamn loooooong time to practice as lawyer,
even longer to open a firm or be a partner in one to earn them big bucks.
le sigh~problems of an unmotivated college student lolololol

But I realized why I was lost. Its not because I don't have a map. Its because I don't have a destination. – Takemoto

lastly seeing how motivated all my friends are,
trying out for stuff here and there getting experience enquiring about universities and courses,
I feel really left behind.
Everyone looks like they have a really really brightly lit future at the end of their tunnel,while mine seems so dark dimly lit and dodgy lolol.
I can even imagine myself sitting on the streets begging for money or working at mcdonalds because of my bad career desicions lolwtf!
and yeah the expectations,
people keep expecting ahhhhhh straight a student should be a genius!!!
coz a is for the good jobmaaa
a lawyer a doctor a dentistttttttt!!!!
so yeah I just poured out my heart and soul lolololpleasedontjudgeme okay

anyway,
i remember in the beginning of the year waiting for Miraen to comeback to celebrate her birthday.
wah it was like just yesterday we were like kind off planning her birthday and it already happened....lol
how fast time flies i dont know whether its good or not but yeahhh
here are pics from her really really huge mansion!!!!!so niceee..
I think she was the only one to move in so the whole posh neighbourhood was practically empty hahaaha,
we could make as much noise as we wanted.
I found it really funny how all the security guards know that Mi-ra-an is having a party hahahah

Da people

Food taste soooo good had seconds with Kimchi lol :') its been a long time since I was not the only one T_T haha

'My hair its reddd~~~"

Clement shy shy

Da cake so delicious~~~strawberry mousse i think so goood

This is how the living room looks like so niceeee and bigggg man got lots more pictures of the house hahahaah but im too lazy ahhaah and its weird hahahaha

VIV CHIN READ MY BLOG GOT UR FACEE!!!hheheheheh

i am not looking at the camera DARN IT!!

Me and my buddy Cherry!!!

Me and mademoiselle Clementine

ahahahah Bernards face so biggg and LC hahahah

I photobombed their picture well kinda oh wait no I actually enhance the aesthetic quality of it!!!!

Suddenly walking up the stairsehhh got huge mirror!!!

Miraen's room this is one of the few pictures of Charlene coz she keep saying she look ugly so she refuse to take any photos with me so sad ~~~ ahahahah