I wish...

But this ain't my game, and it ain't my story.
I don't matter

WHY whenever I pick myself up,I drop back down again?

I am a joke that made the whole world laughing

 CONGRATS TO ME!!....:/


Happiness is a choice,
but I don't even think I have the ability to make that decision,
its all up to the higher power


it feels like Im here,
to be the joke,
for the whole world to laugh at...
I mean I don't mind,
but why,
why is it me who always ends up doing everything,
from start to finish,
initiating all the way to the finito,
when will it be the time,
where this responsibility
is placed on someone more capable,
because I dont think i can take it much longer....

I saw this....

trust me, as u get to know me,I just get weirder

in Yvonnnnnnne's blog hahahah
so true so true.

When will I ever
function like a normal human being??
tell me,
tell me when?
coz I really want to know
never?i guess

I remembered

I remembered u told me,
U shouldnt,u will never,u cannot,


And I now believe I shouldn't,I will never and I will not
And I can never un-believe it anymore.

When the feelings of emptiness engulfs your soul,
Who do u run to?
Where do u hide?

Hey u look so much like someone that needs some fixing up :)

Would'nt it be nice if someone came up to u and said that,
and made all the black black dark memories,
all the wounds u had from the battles u won
and lost, and are still fighting for,
go away...?

I update so frequently,hahah
im actually very busy got two law essays to write OMGWTF am I doing.
Procrastination ba


I still feel quite low...:(
THERE IS SO MUCH ON MY MIND


Maybe it's true,
I m after all just a good for nothing,nothing
why care,why bother,why fix something that has already been broken?
Why did u try?Why would I try?
f u

어떡하죠?

나는 바보야 

OKAY here is a random pic of me and a submarine

hahahah so random T_T

weathers a little...bad 

i guess the thunders are speaking for me :D

u no fruit slice?

there is like a master shi fu when u get a certain score.

Im like a master lightbulb...

dafuq did i just wirte

ahahah bai!

Moo jae

I never knew why it's always raining here

When will it be the time where Im not the only one picking up what's left on the ground,
Making it seem like nothing happened
Cleaning up the scene of the crime.

My jellyfied brain can't picture it clearly I'm sorry.
This is sort of what I feel today,
Don't know why
I felt like my soul left my body...huhu...
Danjerusss oh


Anyway I know I know it's not like me XD
But this Kina Grannis song,
Quite nice
Ahahha....T-T what am I saying

Anything we have known,
Anything we've forgotten,
In the rain,in the dark we'll lay
In your arms,in your arms I'll stay :D


Take a deep breathe and smile

V I P

the greatest thing
that u'll ever learn
is just to love,
and be loved in return.

NAT KING COLE.

Im so busy ohhhhh :/
NOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooOOOO
FML

So..

The hardest thing is to watch someone so strong at their weakest moments,while u stand there and wait helplessly because u can't do anything.

I feel so sorry for tablo:(

LP

Do u feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope but failures all you've known
Remember all the sadness and frustration

But I can't let it go?

I aM QuiTe NicE PerSoN LollZZZzzzxx

Ever had the feeling,
That u can make everyone else happy,
But in the end u can't do the same for urself?

I stuck all the post its up like a boss today,
The timing was pretty bad
Like when everyone living school already hmm mph
I will post pictures!!!
I tried to be as unique and creative with each post it as I possibly can
I change my writing like a Mofo
I made sure everyone I wrote to had a lovely msg

And hopefully,with all the powers of God almighty and the heavens and earth,
They would think that it's written by different people

Or u no they"ll be like
Why this stalker girl write to me ahhhhh!!!
Why all by same person no variety
I want a hot gurlllzz to write why this one so uglayyy...:'(

Anyway,
Wouldn't u like a lovely encouraging post it from a lovely stranger like me?..

I FEEL LIKE A SECRET SANTA BOSS NOW!!!!OMG OMG Heheheh
Bai....

Today I almost lost my spm slip,
I called ppl 86746287467823 times,
I run up and and down like Mofo
Skip practically the whole day of school
Imma so screwed man
But pretty badaass la :p ahhaahahha
Wrote so many msg I lost count,
Because SOME people don't bother to write
T-T huhu

my brain = jellay

At the end of it all,
I really want to ask myself...
Why ah?why so nice?why do so many crazy things?
I feel toooo....ish..can't explain :/
I will never ever ever bring myself to my stupid ideas ever again...
I PROMISE I WILL TRY MY BEST

GAMBATEEEHHH KERRY
Hahaah SS ghosttalking

TaBlo :D

When my body turns cold,
U will no that I remapped the human soul

<3

BLOOOODddd

Yesterday was donate ur blood away day
I couldnt,
but i wish i tried,but i also can't. :( :( ;(
If i could i would but I cant so I shant ahahah wtf wtf

I ask them to block the glare....SUCESS!!hahahahwth

Do we lookalike?but my face kinda stupid there.

Adriel's face quite epic.

So this is IS life so far hehe

IM SO TIRED...I just wrote 3628364726 post its to the seniors(most of them I dont even know :( hmmph)

Thanks to my stupid idea hahhaha.I hope they appreciate it mannn...

dfhaifoiadsfuahsodfhihdfpu

WOOOHOOOO...
I cant believe it!!!
IVE DONE IT....

Ive done the impossible<3

PRAISE THE LORD

NO SLEEP
           NO EAT
                     NO SOCIAL INTERACTIONS wtf wtf I know ba I am like super nerdy man...


OK I DONT NORMALLY DO THIS BUT
IMMA...

hahahaha wtf wtf times infinity

my braincells are dead

Judgement day has come

All your effort for the past 11 years of memorizing and coping with the extremely flawed system,
11years of cursing subjects and yet still studying for them like a kiasu person :P
The last time u would be able to visit your school and still somewhat be a student from there,
The last time u will probably see some people and be able to be like what's up,ceiling,
The next time u see them u'll probably say,eh how old oh ur youngest?why the serbuk cuci kain so expensive in giant?cheat my money only oh!
The last few hours where u will have illusions of yourself being really smart,
As in a few moments u may be permissible to continue illusioning or your illusions maybe forever shattered by that ugly ugly spoiler Alphabet
B C or God forbids a D E F WTF WTF


I hope I make it!!!fingers cross....whatever is done is done la,
Let it be
But everything happens for a reason la
If I don't get it then
CHOI TOUCHWOOD don't even say it later I jinx it

Am i getting too sick?

Im sick :(
my voice is gone.

Alot of times i think
why put so much effort in it at all?
Personally and profesionally
why ah why ah?
More better don't try la,
sit there like a duck.

WTF MY SICKNESS KILLING DA BRAINCELLS

I WISH I CAN TALK I REALLY REALLY DO!!!
So many things I want to say to everyone :(