these few days

these few days,
I just felt like the room was spinning,
everything was not where it supposed to be,
my heart was in my head,
my head was in my mouth,
my hands were on my legs....
what happened to me???
the days pass by like blurred scenes and
people move in and out of these scenes too fast too fast for me to see...

and days pass as if i never lived it.

why would I subject myself to such torture...
I should know my place by now....

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle

dont overthink

I remembered everything and you dont,
and it hurts me even harder to think that I am even trying.
All I need is one time thats all T_T

I didnt get to go Nottingham even though i guess i really wanted to T_T ended up sleeping the whole day to recover the sleep I have lost. I just lost a saturday T_T damn....
Oh and today after the waiting from 4-6am for the bus and not sleeping the whole day,(I tried to sleep in the library but aghhh:/ and I even mde a little bed for myself HAAHAHAh XD)
I walked down the hill from my University to the city 0_0 amazing
pls give me appreciation for the positive attitude...
cant believe i just done that T_T

:3

walao see dao no reply
lol this is what has been going on inside my head...lol
i rmbr my friend whatsapping me with this ahahhahhha
it feels as if i came all the way to the uk to become more cinabeng...T_T
lol wtf
anyway
I ve been through alot of stuff and im so lazy to blog about it ahhaah
I dressed up as Emily the Strange and no one knew who she was so I ended up being a really half assesd zombie,
I went all the way to Bristol...lol had quite a great time~`?ahhaha
I troubled Cherrie alot and I felt really bad,
but i met really nice people in Bristol ahhahah ;)
and I freakin stayed up the whole day like i couldnt even sleep and i went to a bday party and ended up sleeping at 2pm-6pm not good not good......but nonetheless it was a great experience XD??
and and I joined the zombie run organized by my uni,
I was dressed up as a cat,i know i know.....i was lazyyy
it was fun but not what I expected and i bang my leg on a chair lol,
after that went to zombie disco lololol...
slept at 4
went to 9am class
so dead
going to nottingham this weekend gg...i really have to do my work T_T
i need to studyyyyyyyy!!!
oh i did something stupid last night hahaahha actually not that stupidla
and i cannot believe i did it.haaahahahhhahhahahhaha
anyway
lots of things to catch up on
till i find more proper things to say ,
bye :D