I just felt like the room was spinning,
everything was not where it supposed to be,
my heart was in my head,
my head was in my mouth,
my hands were on my legs....
what happened to me???
the days pass by like blurred scenes and
people move in and out of these scenes too fast too fast for me to see...
and days pass as if i never lived it.
why would I subject myself to such torture...
I should know my place by now....
I build myself up and fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
