I like cereal: its the middle of the year already :(

OMG what have you all been up to???

basically for me i have spent half the year doing lotsa crap for the school,spending and wasting most of my time in school T_T, late nights,eating cup noodles,going out,meeting lotsa new people and at the same time saying bye bye to good friends....
its not even the end of the year yet and I already find myself reminiscing and reflecting lololol.
I have a problem that has been bugging me and seems to me that its not going to be solve soon,well let me break it down to ya'll lol(if u bother la dont read la if u dont want T_T)
:For now the whole point of me continuing on in IS is that i really really dont know what to do.Honestly if I did know I would have gone away already too but problem is I dont and its really very hard to think of what to do especially when Im so busy doing crappy stuff.
My friends all have bright futures,any scholarship u name it they know it,how to get it the pros and cons, they're even preparing themselves to enter into the unis of their choice.
I would too u know if I knew what I wanted and where I wanted to pursue it.
Art or science?
on 9gag u can always see those
:Take an arts major they said,u will have fun they said
and then 'insert picture of trollface wearing mcdonalds uniform'
double degree?sure idea seems legit but the work u have to put into, and at the end of it all it is true what my father says, your going to end up drifting being neither here nor there,whose going to want someone who has basic knowledge on both subjects when they can have an expert on only one??
Law is kind of good suits me in a way somehow lololol,
but law is a looooooong and painful subject,
it takes a prettty daaaaaaaaamn loooooong time to practice as lawyer,
even longer to open a firm or be a partner in one to earn them big bucks.
le sigh~problems of an unmotivated college student lolololol

But I realized why I was lost. Its not because I don't have a map. Its because I don't have a destination. – Takemoto

lastly seeing how motivated all my friends are,
trying out for stuff here and there getting experience enquiring about universities and courses,
I feel really left behind.
Everyone looks like they have a really really brightly lit future at the end of their tunnel,while mine seems so dark dimly lit and dodgy lolol.
I can even imagine myself sitting on the streets begging for money or working at mcdonalds because of my bad career desicions lolwtf!
and yeah the expectations,
people keep expecting ahhhhhh straight a student should be a genius!!!
coz a is for the good jobmaaa
a lawyer a doctor a dentistttttttt!!!!
so yeah I just poured out my heart and soul lolololpleasedontjudgeme okay

anyway,
i remember in the beginning of the year waiting for Miraen to comeback to celebrate her birthday.
wah it was like just yesterday we were like kind off planning her birthday and it already happened....lol
how fast time flies i dont know whether its good or not but yeahhh
here are pics from her really really huge mansion!!!!!so niceee..
I think she was the only one to move in so the whole posh neighbourhood was practically empty hahaaha,
we could make as much noise as we wanted.
I found it really funny how all the security guards know that Mi-ra-an is having a party hahahah

Da people

Food taste soooo good had seconds with Kimchi lol :') its been a long time since I was not the only one T_T haha

'My hair its reddd~~~"

Clement shy shy

Da cake so delicious~~~strawberry mousse i think so goood

This is how the living room looks like so niceeee and bigggg man got lots more pictures of the house hahahaah but im too lazy ahhaah and its weird hahahaha

VIV CHIN READ MY BLOG GOT UR FACEE!!!hheheheheh

i am not looking at the camera DARN IT!!

Me and my buddy Cherry!!!

Me and mademoiselle Clementine

ahahahah Bernards face so biggg and LC hahahah

I photobombed their picture well kinda oh wait no I actually enhance the aesthetic quality of it!!!!

Suddenly walking up the stairsehhh got huge mirror!!!

Miraen's room this is one of the few pictures of Charlene coz she keep saying she look ugly so she refuse to take any photos with me so sad ~~~ ahahahah