그렇게 기다리고 나를 또 죽였다가 살려내네when things start to get better,
it will always fall apart not long after,
and I will always remember how I was nothing,
and how I tried so hard to not be a nothing,
but ended up being a nothing anyway,
because that is how nothing works,
it is ultimately nothing, no matter how much u want to change it.
what was, what is, and what is going to be is always nothing.
starting to get tired of it.
I tell myself to just give it up,
and yet I foolishly take steps,
not a step,
not two steps,
forward and forward I go to make myself, well not nothing...
even though I realise how much I move forward is actually how much I pull myself back into nothingness.
watched Breakfast at Tiffanys for the second time...LOL finally understood it T_T AHHAHHA
