10.4.20

strange

Happiness Is Ephemeral.
Why does it seem like I am the only one who understands this?
Trying not to take things for granted it seems as though I have become a monster?
But I thought it is meant to be like that?

Happiness Is Ephemeral.
Is this not why?

If it is so easy for you? Why is it not easy for me?

The more I try to empathise and understand, the more I find reasons to believe that that is all just lies.
I thought your supposed to give it your all.
But I guess I forgot to keep score.
Always ready to break. I guess no one will every understand.