I have a bad problem,
a disorder maybe,
that I have to confess,
I am truly extremely obsessed with obtaining something anything I can't have.
The more harder it is,
the more impossible it is,
the more people tell me no,
the more I love it and can't let go.
Because of that,
I get more and more tired everyday,
trying to reach it or wasting time reassuring myself that I would some day.
Why do I need this?
Why do i have to think this way?
I believe everyone was given something, a trait,
that would help them be who they were supposed to be.
There is a reason for every single person in this Earth.corny yeah.
But what does stubborn and wishful thinking get?
Growing up is hard.
One day all your motivation and drive is going to dry out,
and what's left to pull u through is ur passion,
but thats gone,
its somewhere else.
I see the passion
in their eyes,
it feels like their going to swallow me whole,
and everyone will realize what a fraud Ive been
I dont want this
I dont need this
Effort will only get u that far.
and one day everyone is going to see who u really are.
An overly hardheaded dreamer that just had a little too much wishful thinking.
